So….
a) apparently I’m not very good at keeping a blog, considering my last post was over a month ago! jeez! What have I been doing???
b) really, I’m trying to build myself a website right now… which is tricky, mainly because I don’t know what anything means – so I end up googling EVERY step to figure out what I want/need to do. It really slows down the process. That, and I tend to be a weeee bit perfectionistic about some things! (Apparently my website falls into the perfectionistic pit of my brain… it’s such a crapshoot, that pit)
Anyway, after dreaming of the perfect website for the last TWO years, last week I decided to just “go for it” and “jump in the deep end.”
Well, I haven’t gone very far. I’ve been stuck here since Saturday:

new blog? or link to blog.... how will I decide!
Arghhh…
I decided to take some time and map out my site – to really think about how I want my site to look and work… I decided to check out other sites and blogs to gain inspiration. I just don’t know if I want to have a blog site, per say, or a more straight forward professional site showcasing my portfolio… blegh.
This has meant lots of hours laying on the couch catching up on this blog and this blog, which then turns into perusing potential fabulousness here and here……
and, I haven’t figured anything out.
I think the real problem is that every time I sit down to think it all out… which apparently, thinking out my website seems to be analogous to figuring out what I’m going to do with my life… I just get all these ideas and thoughts and mini-dreams and it’s all just a big clusterfluck of brain activity.
And this leads me to watch mini marathons of ANYTHING (seriously, I used to have standards) on Bravo with this guy on my lap:

The Prince
And that never leads to anything productive….